2005-03-05

Take Heed, Take Heed

Okay, so some shit went down and he broke up with me Wednesday.

For some reason, I had predicted last week he would break up with me on a Wednesday. Anyways, it's all my fault but everyone keeps telling me it wasn't.

Oh well. I shall be over it. I'm free of paranoid thoughts for now.
I'm free of being worried if he's going to call. Free of all things that having a boyfriend has to offer.

But there is still the struggle involved in looking at him without noticing that he is an ex. And that he'll always be the ex. I can't look at him knowing that we were together and now we're not.

I've cried my fair share of tears and I think I'm over it. Think.

turbogeek at 4:24 p.m.

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