2005-01-25

I'm Afraid I Can't Help It

This may sound totally dumb or totally naive or something unthought of, but Zach proposed to me. It's like a future thing. I don't know if it'll last THAT long but I can hope.

It made me smile. And I accepted. But why do I feel so stupid or something? It's a crazy question and he knows we're too young.
Him and I need to spend more time not making out though.

Other than that, nothing has been going on. I watched Garden State yesterday, went to Z's on Sunday and then to youth group. Gave him an accidental hickey. Yesterday, a seventh grader who always says "oOoOoOo" to me and Z passed by me and I kicked him for annoying the shit out of me.

Been on a Prodigy, Hole and Nirvana kick. I don't know why I adore Courtney and Kurt so much. But people probably would hate me for it.

Just lounging around, mostly. Been depressed for a long time.

turbogeek at 4:56 p.m.

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