2005-01-07

Rise Above It All

I am going through Prozac withdrawal. I am aching in random places, it's hard to breathe, my heart hurts and I cry whenever someone pisses me off or I get emotionally hurt.

And Zach warned me how much it would suck but I didn't believe him. Right now he is the only one I can relate to and he is the only one who has showed me that he is gonna help me through this the best he can. He said we're in it together.

He said he would rather have it 10 times worse than me so I wouldn't have the pain of withdrawal. Yes, it really does suck this much. I mean, it's just an obstacle I am going to overcome. I'm sick of being fucking numb. Emotionally FUCKING numb.

I can cope with my depression without the drugs if I have to but I'm not gonna be numb for the benefit of this shit. It's probably inside me right now eating away at my senses.

I'm not scared. I'm fucking gonna go at it with a vengeance.

turbogeek at 8:50 p.m.

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