2004-12-30

It's In Our Hands

Things are okay.

I've been posting on everywhere but here. This diary is my roots, man. I've been here since I was metalsociety, to orange-cloud, to fach, ninjastuart and now this...

I think. I was ridiculous when I wrote in metalsociety. I must have written like 10 entries a day.

I have a lot of mood swings. Today I went from hoping, crying, laughing and smiling and then feeling shitty some more with a touch of happiness at the end?
What the fuck IS that?

For awhile I was feeling paranoid but the Z man called and we talked and uh... he misses me, too and he feels the same way about me as I do with him. We mutually don't want to lose each other.

And what the hell? He is like my first serious boyfriend that has lasted for over a week. Fuck friends with benefits, that shit doesn't fly with me anymore. I am with this guy and I want it to be until the end.

I'm fifteen. What the hell is this... talking like this? Is this a problem?

turbogeek at 12:39 a.m.

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