2004-12-20

Someday You Will Ache Like I Ache

We're going out now.

I went to Zach's today. They picked me up and then we went out for pizza, then he was outside while I was inside playing San Andreas. I just can't get over how fucking great that game is.

Then we snuggled and kissed a lot and all that but it felt weird now just thinking about it. I don't know why.

Then his brother's girlfriend called and I ended up knowing her. I used to hang out with her a lot and stuff and I thought it was a weird coincidence. Then she said it's weird how Zach and I are going out and how she never thought that would come into play or something. After I left, Zach got on the phone with her and started bitching her out because he didn't like that she said that about us.

Oh well.
San Andreas. Oh, sigh.
And I just don't understand why he wants to go out with me. It's kind of uncomfortable going out with someone. I've been out of the game, bitches. I've been out.

I don't even know if I can relate to him. He always wants me to be happy but I can't most of the time. I'm trying. It's just in my knowledge to get home and listen to sad music for half the night and be all depressed... for really no reason.

Or maybe I just don't feel comfortable because I think relationships should be for older people. I don't know. I am thinking a lot right now.

I want San Andreas.

turbogeek at 11:07 p.m.

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