2004-11-13

Shit, Fuck, Goddamn

I am in the mood for some alcohol although I have no access to it. My parents don't drink. I just feel like having a lonely night and drinking out of some bottle, then getting drunk and eventually pass out.

I just finished Matchstick Men. I have to admit it was good but the ending threw me off a little. It's one of those 'Fight Club' endings where you're not sure what happened. I must be stupid or something. You should have seen me enter Blockbuster. It was, indeed, a Dude Lebowski moment. I entered with my orange flipflops, my blue PJ pants and my new red hoodie. I looked like a football fan but wasn't self-concious about it.

I also rented "Saved!" because they didn't have the two movies I wanted to rent. I had fun with the cashier guy because I didn't think it would come to under $10 and it did. When I told mom about it she said I was flirting and I said I wasn't. And when I went in and got the pizza, the guy was on the phone and kind of looked like Clark. Only for a second though. I let him keep like a dollar of the change and my mom made a big deal about it.

I did it because he smiled, was nice, and I felt nice.

Wow, look. All of the paragraphs begin with 'I'. I am so boring. I'm going to try to keep up and go to sleep late. Owen wanted me to call him but I prefer not to call at 11 at night.

Damn it, I keep farting and it stinks so bad. Damned pizza.

Jena Malone is beautiful.

turbogeek at 11:26 p.m.

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