2004-11-07

Sex

I wish there was no school tomorrow. It seems like I need another day just to lounge around. I'm in a Doors mood. Ahh, so sweet to hear.

I took a bath earlier and watched TV for awhile. I don't know why but I've been kind of in an angry mood today. I got really sick of flipping through channels and I wanted to watch a movie upstairs but Heather was up there and I don't know, man... maybe I just need someone to talk to.

I remember a couple years back I read Jim Morrison's biography in brief on the Doors official website and he said what he'd like to do on a date would just talk. I just always really liked that. I wish I would go on a date and we would just talk and ramble. I always wanna ramble and listen to other people but they don't open up to me as much I wished they did.

I feel like I have this weird connection with Jim. This is going to sound really stupid but maybe it's because we're the same zodiac signs and we share some characteristics.

I also wish I was alone in the house. I hate my family being here when I want privacy. I don't wanna go outside and have privacy. I want to feel solitude and hear the quietness.

I should stop making fun of everybody because they listen to shitty music and get over it. I can't stop them. There are far too many people who listen to the shittiest music but me calling it shitty is only my opinion. I'm happy with what music I'm listening to.

I don't know if I can stop criticizing...

turbogeek at 6:34 p.m.

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