2004-11-05

Under My Thumb

I've decided that I like the nighttime better. I don't like hearing my family's voices. I like sitting in the dark right here listening to music and just feeling it. And it's just like I'm alone. I don't mind being alone. I remember listening to Echoes by Pink Floyd and feeling like there was a ghost around.

Now I'm listening to sad Madonna songs.

I wish it were summer and Clark and I were driving in his car to a place where we could just sit there in some field and tell each other our thoughts. I know I sound crazy but I like it when people tell me what their thinking, every little thought. No matter how random. I don't know, there is just something with me and wanting to talk about deep stuff like emotions and thoughts. I just like to see someone's inner beauty. I like serious conversation.

I'm in a weird mood. I feel like letting my thoughts pour out. I can see it animated in my mind.

Brittney is annoying me these days. She is too happy. Not that there ia anything wrong with being happy but it gets excessive. She is cliched and I don't know...

I saw a picture of the 9th grade class of 2002 and Clark was in it. I couldn't stop going to look at it. I went away smiling wanting to swoon and squeal.

I'm tired. I'm going to Owen's tomorrow.

turbogeek at 9:15 p.m.

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