2004-10-30
The Man In Me
I rented Casino, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Fargo a couple of days ago.
I'm really calm and laid back today. I took a hot bath and mom came in screaming because I uninstalled Java so she couldn't play her precious games on the computer and I just thought, "It's just a fucking computer".
So I'm calm and I like it. Heather is at her friend's house spending the night so tonight I wanna listen to records and daydream. I wanted to go to the library today, but it seems like a do nothing kind of day.
Some kid is paying me $20 to keep my mouth shut about something.
Yesterday in biology, the teacher said I was a little angry so we talked. I was just mad because she moved the person who sat nect to me, my friend and put someone I don't even like by me. Then he called me a skank and said I smelled bad.
When teachers talk to me, I always feel like I'm going to cry. I almost did, too. I don't know why.
And my fucking period started today. Right after the hot bath. Goddamn life.
turbogeek at 5:03 p.m.