2004-10-11

Happy Go Lucky Dreams

Nothing really happened today. Nothing I can really remember because an hour after school ended, I couldn't really remember anything...

Except this really weird thing in first and second hour. Ok, my friend Caitlin is going out with Eric, right? He told me a week ago, if I would of asked him out he would have said yes but he thought I was going out with Owen. He didn't tell me a week ago, he told me this was a week ago.

Then I told him that I thought nobody in the entire school likes me and all that stuff and he said he "knows some people that like me and they think I taste like whipped cream". He said that and I kind of know he is referring to himself as to liking me because I don't know, maybe it's not true but I think it is.

It's not like I have the absolute hots for this dude anyways, it's just that I find it weird how he said the thing about the whipped cream. And he is new, so how can he know who likes me or not?

I asked him if he liked me and he said "Maybe" in the voice making you want to know if he really does like he is just trying to lure you in but is kind of sneaking off with it. I don't know how to explain it.

I hope Caitlin isn't mad. I don't want her mad at me anymore. I want to be friends with her without her hating my complete guts.

And I decided that I probably will never become anything. I'll probably drop out, become fat, never get laid, never do anything and live in my parent's house until I'm 30 and then I'll move out and live in a hotel with my motherfucking Neopoints.

I'm obviously so stupid to continue. I suppose... only sometimes though.

turbogeek at 8:20 p.m.

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