2004-10-07

Bittersweet Symphony

I wish I had my natural blonde back. I really miss it. I haven't had it in a long time.

Michael's girlfriend rides my bus and he walks her to the bus everyday. I always watch them to see how caring he is because I feel like he is an emotionless human-being but I don't know. He kissed her. A peck, not like his tongue down her throat. It made me really depressed.

And then I don't know what to think. I really really like him. The scene just replays in my mind.

He has to reach a little up to her face because he is shorter.

I want a best friend. Brittney doesn't seem like one anymore, as cruel as it may sound. We still talk but only like once a week. Maybe Caitlin and I can reunite as really good friends again. I just want to be myself with someone.

It's in my nature right now to keep it as real as possible.

turbogeek at 7:08 p.m.

previous | next