2004-10-06

I Can Feel...

I'm a bitter, depressed, hateful piece of redhead youth. I don't know what I do with my free time. I noticed now that I'm a freshman, they don't let you be with your head down. They make you listen. I don't know what to do with my life.

Should I drop out of school or not?

I'm so tired all the time because of fucking school and I got extra sleep yesterday! Sometimes I wished I suffered from insomnia.

If I ever live alone, I'm going to get a dog. I've beginning to like animals a lot. I'm no longer mean to my dog Zoe. I feel so empty, too. And I see my crush around smiling and think if he is hurting, ever. It doesn't seem like he has the capability of emotion. Damn. To be behind the wall of his thoughts...

"I know it's over, still I cling, I don't know where else I can go..." - I Know It's Over by the Smiths.

turbogeek at 8:47 p.m.

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