2004-10-04

All the Time

Today I was peering out the bus window looking at my crush, Michael hugging his girlfriend. You should have seen it. I was so hurt because he looked so sincere when he did it. He closed his eyes and looked freed. I don't know, so childlike.

It made me depressed and I listened to my music for awhile.

On the happier note, my period started. Fucking yay, woo. My mom's friend spent the night and she's from Wisconsin. One of her family members died.

And I'm beginning to realize I'm a fuck up and I want to die. I always ruin it and open my mouth. My dad took these pictures of him in 10th grade away because I showed some of my friends at school. I feel so bad. I fuckin' hate myself.

turbogeek at 5:19 p.m.

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