2004-09-04

Girly Men

I'm obsessed with saying "Girly Men", like Arnold says.

Brit and I are ok now. Last night we fought until 3 AM and then Dana wouldn't let me leave the room. I ended up watching cartoons and falling asleep at 6 AM in my dad's bed.

Today mom and I went shopping. On the way there I kept saying how she never relates to anything in my life and she said, "You're just being weird and far out now!!!!" or something. I almost cried. It really showed how much she wants to be involves in my life. I feel like everyone in my house is more sane than me and I'm such an outsider.

Mom wouldn't let me get any polka dots things. I got a suede jacket and at Old Navy I got two shirts.

But mainly, I just felt depressed. Everyone kept looking at me. When I left the house, I felt like I was pretty. Mom kept telling me to shut up because I was babbling.

And it occured to me that no one will ever marry me.

turbogeek at 10:29 p.m.

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