2004-09-03

Taste the Pain

Please read this.

Brittney on IM: well we can't like i said we are on a different page and i am moving to the next book and your lost between the pages. and i just can't help you anymore. your bring me down more than i can bring me up. i can't carrie or try to carry you anymore. i love God and i love you too much to do that. so what i am saying is that maybe we should just let go of each other. you said your self you want to get on and i don't want to be with someone who thinks that way of my God.

So I guess this is it. I'm crying so hard and so much. I had to go outside to collect myself but it wasn't enough.

Brittney on IM: your going to be fine. God will take care of you. he will send you an awesome friend! we will still see each other sometime and talk every now and then

Brittney on IM: i DO love you and I care too much about you to watch you live the way you do.

I can't believe that I actually felt anger towards her and was almost going to stop being her friend a couple of days ago. All she did was care and I was so blind to see it.

I'm crying and I'm selfish. I want to die.

turbogeek at 2:33 a.m.

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